“life will be better in spring”
Monday, March 28, 2016 || 5:05 AM
It's been awhile.. A new me; a fresher mind, a deeper thought but still weak from the inside, still gambling with emotions and hypnotized by my adolescence wants and needs.
I failed to keep on blogging like how I wished it to be. It's just the way I write and what i'm writing about that keeps on changing as I grow. I started off with hobbies, to joking around the wonderful events that occur in my life and to a more serious writing; about life, about human being.
A well-known youtuber once came to my college which got me thrilled but ended up with frustration. I used to like him as he was humorous; which keeps his audience excited in listening him talking about religion and perhaps the English proficiency among Malays. But as he went onto the stage he kept mumbling things that teenagers have had enough hearing, he was a serious man, no joke. He said he has changed. And... and i don't understand.
He left me hanging for quite a year or so. And now, perhaps, i'm turning into a person like him too.
I don't know how to put it into words but it's the feeling as if you are travelling on a very beautiful island, no matter how badly you want to take photographs of it but you'll soon surrender to its beauty and just wanting to enjoy the magnificent view with your eyes. There's beauty that even the most powerful lens could not capture.
How have YOU changed over the years?