“life will be better in spring”

March 2012 March 2016 April 2016 August 2016




Knowing that we could track our previous deleted post made me spend some time reading them. Partly because I want to know how I have changed, but mainly to see what I have forgotten about myself. Even if a drawing is erased, the marks are left. Either left covered with dust or redrawn with a more meaningful ones.

Well, im glad that upon reading, some thoughts written in history were answered. Perhaps not in a direct way but by the years it took to finally come back to these questions, as someone that is more mature, experienced and better developed.

As a kid, we were bombarded with questions of what we want to be in the future. People were asking us about ambition; taken by many as a lifetime career of usually a grown-up. Does it makes sense? The answer would always be a policeman, a doctor or "Teacher, i want to be a teacher just like you". Have it ever crossed our mind, that we are now an adult, all those were actually a reference in wanting to be courageous, wanting to help people, and simply be a kind-hearted person.


Educate ourselves. the answer we gave, perhaps 10, 12 or even 15 years ago, are they still relevant now? Ask a child, what's his ambition. And he said, i want to be a kind-hearted person, he would've manage to become one along the way of becoming a doctor. There's even more room for himself, more options; perhaps  he has lost interest in medic and found joy in other fields or being a doctor is off his qualification, he still can be a teacher, a driver or anything he wants to because his ambition was and is to be kind and a person who gives back to the society.

Don't give limit to such possibilities. The weather is unpredictable, imagine the future, we never know.